> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Monday, April 27, 2009~~

9:37 PM

What else can I be?

What my mum told me was just nice. I'm better off dead than living and being rude to her. What the fuck? I was asking her about my dad's payslip and she said receving money ehk? I just replied "Ader ah" and she just babble about me being rude and told me off to feed myself and such. Just two words and she said I'm rude? It pierce through my heart real bad and I feel like breaking all the furniture in my house. But I can't do that right? If I did,it'll ended up me paying all the shits back. I need money and that's the reason I'm being stingy. I want to buy things for my neccessities that both my parents can't afford for me. I'm not allowed to work at Starbucks. They don't give me money when I wanted to go out. It sucks to have this kind of family. How I wish my parents would be like Faeza's parents. Understanding. My family,they suck hardcore. I swear,I'd rather die than having this kind of family. They don't even notice when I'm dissapointed in them. I'm a useless daughter. And I'm just a dog to them. Giving the money that I will be receiving from school to them. Not even you,my dear,will understand the reason why I'm being this way. Cause I lied to much. I hide to much. But rarely people would notice how much I would care for the ones I love.

And I though this year will be the happiest year of my live as I'm turning 17. But it ended up this way. Thanks alot,my dear parents'.

+ I would be glad if you were to kill me. +

.I Wrote This Shit.