> My unseen sins

~~Friday, April 17, 2009~~

5:23 PM

Dust covered with dust. Truth covered with lies. Why?

Some say truth hurts. Some say lies hurt more. So which doesn't hurt ones worst? To me,its both. And to avoid these things,its better doing the right thing rather than things that will hurt one another. Things happen unexpectedly. When you trust,they betray. Why?

Many things happen,but maybe I'm too dumb that I would want things to be this way. Maybe I trusted so much that ones tend to betray. Bitten once twice shy,you say. But what's this? Though I can't accept,I keep shut. I don't want to drag. I hate fights. Fight causes one to cry,heartbroken and such. What does this leads to? Break up. Not more not less,says breaking up isnt the solution. You say,breaking is one of the solution. Somehow,I would want to think like you.

I complained. I whined. But the regrets come once a while. Patience,I've plant in my heart,my mind. To God I ask,why? Once a guy told me,choose wisely my dear. I've choosed this. What for should I go when my heart needs you? You can never understand this. You're my strength when I'm weak despite this shits told. Though facts hurt,I've to face it. But when it comes to a lie,I cry. What the hell did I do wrong here? I never did taken this as something you said,suffer. People may think and say I'm suffering. But the fact is,is just me what to choose. Not you decide. I'm happy as it is. I'm sad,when it comes to this.

For what has been told,I've listened and understood. Maybe I'm too foolish not to notice. But I believe what I've believe. Its true,its tiring to start anew. That's not just the reason why I'm here. And I believe,you know the answer. I've made a mistake,I regret. Hell I regretted. I flirt,online. I don't go out with them. Its not just the people that can be your eye,but I know my limits. I don't wish to sleep. I wish that the way I'm thinking now could stay. But I know,once I'm asleep,I would dream of living in fantasy. And all the things I've accepted,I would disagree. But one thing I know for sure,though you're unique and some say weird,I love you for they way you are. I may not accept things you've done,but I hope you know what hurts me. I don't mind hearing you babble but I mind if you betray my trust.

You're different in many way. And I've loved you the way you are. Like you said,little things make a big impact. And you've made me notice it. I'm sorry for all the words I said to you that hurts.

+ Love? Its a wonderful thing and also the hurtful thing. +

.I Wrote This Shit.