> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Monday, March 9, 2009~~

1:17 AM

Pain.

One can never understand ones heart. Like this saying,life is unfair. Tears. Sometimes,they cry 'cause they are totally upset,dissapointed. They can't rebel,they are afraid of losing something,someone. They are weak,cowards. But people misunderstood it. Got screwed up instead of needing a shoulder,got criticised instead of needing a listening ear. Why? I bet everyone cry.

I'm trapped. I'm fucked up. These few days,no entertainment at all. None call up to ask me out. What's this? If only I have more of girl friends' rather than guy friends'. Why? Someone will jus think that its unfair for him. He had less girl friends' but I have more guy friends' than expected. Its irritating. This matter drag me from not going to school. Why? My friends' are all guys for goodness sake! I don't find it fun! To some bitches,its fun. They feel popular in a way. They get all the attention. Fuck it! What for do you need to think this way? I was accused in a way. And I don't think its fair for me. I don't asked for this.

You're not the only one who needs the entertainment
The taste of your satisfaction
I'm here searching for excitement
Yet you ignore the fact that you kill my expectation

+ Can't I?

.I Wrote This Shit.