> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
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Faeza Darling.
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Ummairah Sweetheart.

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Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
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~~Sunday, March 22, 2009~~

2:25 AM

Breaking free

My mind is just too full that I hardly sleep. I too wonder. Is there anyone thinking about me right now? Is there any soul who wished to be with me? Be it a lesbian,butch or endrow.

I look at my cat,and wonder. What is he thinking. What is he dreaming of. I look out of my window. And I wonder,what the hell is that person thinking. What kind of problem is he venturing. I look at my dad,and sometimes I thought of asking him. What do you see in mum. And me,I have no idea why am I thinking this way. Did my fever struck my brain and make me think this way? I'm wide awake. And what I need,and listening ear and a good laugh.

And there is so many things I've feared. And I bet I can go crazy if this carries on.

I was reminded at the time I hate mum going to work. I was afraid mum will give dad less attention and dad will go wild. I had imagine alot of shit and I was half ready to see what's next for me,for my family. And now,I feel like knocking my head at the wall and faint and when I woke up the next morning,I own't remember a thing about the things that disrupt my mind.

And finally,Ihad some things to think.

+ I farted as if no one cares. +

.I Wrote This Shit.