Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y


The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
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Faeza Darling.
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Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

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Monday, February 9, 2009
7:14 PM

Dear Dairy..


My life is just bored like always. And yesterday,I went jogging with dear and my leg is fucking tired. And I totally forget I had PE today. And my leg got worse. But eventually,I had to do skipping as I lie that I had a cramp on my right leg to get attention so too bad for me.

My dairy is full. There's no more pages left for me to write down my sorrowness. So,it's time for me to buy a new book so I can continue jotting down my effing life.

Time will tell what happen. If you really love someone eventhough knowing people change,and knowing you wasted many many months,you will stay to show your faithfulness.

One thing for sure. I hate myself for being fat. I don't even have the stamina to run for atleast 10 minutes. Why can't I be like other fucking girls? I know my leg can stand the pain. But I can't breath properly. There's a pierce in my lungs/heart which I don't know where. Don't keep emphasis it again and again. Its really enough for me. I really wished that I was slim. Its really fucked up. And its not easy to win your heart.

Does making one sad and keeping all the pain to itself makes one happy?

+ My tear makes you angry. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

One Last Goodbye - Anathema