> My unseen sins

~~Sunday, January 18, 2009~~

10:10 PM

There's a spin in my head.

My day was filled with enjoyment,irritating-ness and also a big headache that 'cause me to vomit each time I stand and walk.

Bf bring me to cycling at a place like a forest where you can cycle around,dirt biking place it is. It was fun though. He cycled me through the cycling jungle and walk for awhile to enjoy the scary scenery. And I was watching out for any lizard passing by. Eeeeewwwwww! After which I had shisha with bf. Like duh,he own a shisha already. I don't know why after smoking shisha,it makes me dizzy and feel like vomitting. I hardly want to walk. I feeling in my head really irks me. It spins like the washing machine on dry spin. Fuck indeed.

Reach home,I just lay on my sofa and dooze off. Slept for 2-3 hours. Can't stand it. Mum asked why,and I just said I'm not well. Woke up,the spin stays. So I went to the toilet and vomitted just slimy water. Ate a few spoonful of rice and vomitted. So I evetually ate 4 pills of panadol and watch the indonesia drama. And the spin still stays.

I asked my dad where's my acoustic guitar which he has promised after I passed my N'level result. And that old man just told I need to pass my course first than I can get one. Fuck ain't it? I have yet to thank Mdm Chew and Mr Peh for their hard work in teaching and I eventually passed with good marks. From ungraded to 4/5. What an acheivement! Ok I'm proud of myself. And I just remembered. Bf did promise me something about having me to pass my Maths with a grade 5. I can't recall what he promised me. Nevermind. He owes me then.

Tomorrow school. Bleargghhh... Nevermind. They make me smile too though despite me being just the only girl. Oh well.. Another day in school.

+ I think I'm in love with bikes sia! +

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