> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Saturday, January 10, 2009~~

10:14 AM

No heart is ever pure.

Today will be my last day at work. Don't think I'm not sad at all. I'm happy working there. With the new friends I've made. And having to taste great coffees. I just don't understand why my dad have to do this to me. I love to work while schooling. Even though it will tires me out. I do want earn my own money. I don't think I'm still a kindergarten kid to ask should I go to the zoo or Sentosa for class outing. My mind and heart hurts,badly.

Even though you had given me lots of advise,but please,you're not my husband. I appreciate it alot that you tried to give me the best of you and tried to help me out to save my job,but nothing will ever work. You're not my father. And I'm still under my dad's responsibility. I've yet to reach 18,then I'm free. No one will understand my situation. Its not easy to be a girl. The eldest among the five. My parents expect from me alot. And again,I don't wish to here any talks about this matter anymore. It hurts. Early morning you spoke about this. You've made tears for me. Thanks alot.

Pabila ku dapat merasakan kesyukurannya
Kini ku rasa ku hilang cintanya
Apakah ini buat kebahagiaan ku
Atau hanya mencabar kesabaranku
Tiada jawapan bagi apa yang berlaku

Sorry for the malay poem. I'm just sick.

+ I'd rather walked alone.. +

.I Wrote This Shit.