> My unseen sins

~~Tuesday, January 20, 2009~~

9:00 PM

"Don't go. Please stay."

Ahaaha! I watch that indonesia drama and it touches my heart badly that I burst to tears! Nyahahaha!!! Sad ok! The guy and the lady was in love but the guy didn't know the lady do love her. But the lady knew but thought that the guy knew about her feelings'. Eventually,the guy made up his decision to get engage with this bitch that has frame him and the lady. Yada yada.. Danis love for Suci was so strong that he cried! And Bayu has to be selfish 'cause he love Suci so much that he didn't wish to lose her. Waliow! And Cinta Fitri 2 is coming out soon at Sensasi. Can't wait to see that charming face of Teuku Wisnu!!! Weeeeeeeeeee!!!

I've fallen deep to fantasy.

I feel like crying under the rain. Miss that atmosphere. Cry everything out. The pain,the anger,everything! I miss my smoking bitches in school. They called me up and I really miss them that there's a tear rolled down my fat cheeks! Ashamed though 'cause my guy friends' actually tried to console me. I really miss them. I went to the school toilet alone,no company. Well,there's nobody when I was there. I thought of smoking off a stick then I remembered my smoking friends' in secondary school. Aww.. I miss them so much! And I miss art.. I miss drawing something nice and asked the teacher for opinion. But somehow,I felt so lonely. And there's no one to help when I'm facing a major problem. I'm dumb though. But again,I miss every love I had from my true friends'. And I've yet to meet up Mr Peh and Mdm Chew. I really want to thank them for their hardwork and standing up for me whenever I fail that particular subject. Especially Mr Peh! Since sec 3,I never pass my Science untill my N'level result. Haish..

+ I need assurance to keep my heart intact. +

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