> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

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~~Friday, January 16, 2009~~

6:35 PM

Cry alone.

My dad really makes me fucked up. I don't understand why? Why?! For goodness sake why you fucking arsehole father?! You complained to mum that I never did seek any permission from you when I wanted to go out and you said I didn't respect you as a father. And so I seek that honourably permission of yours that I wanted to go out with Faeza and there you said no straight in my face! What do you think I am? Your dog? Though I'm your child,I still need that freedom okie? Don't you still get it? You never did want to listen to my explanation. Yet you scold me as if I'm just your fucking doll.

This really hurts badly. Yet,I have two person I need to please. My bf,my dad. One would say rebel,one would say don't you dare. My say,just shut the fucked up and let me hear my own mind. But then,I'm grateful enough that my bf tried to make me smile. Eventhough he knew I failed to be a good gf. I'm really sorry dear for no trying to please you. I've no balls to do what was told. I'm sorry. But then dear,I'm never sorry for loving you. You are the greatest gift I ever had in my teenage life. And I swearly thanked god for rewarding me,you. You're my cure to my illness. You're my drugs to my smile. You're my tears for the love we build.

+ Dad,please? Ps: I love you. +

.I Wrote This Shit.