Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 A hidden note, A secret crush,
 A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
 And when you smile I check you out,
 But you don't even know my name,
 You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
 If you lose your way,
 I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
 If I change my clothes,
 Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
 If I say hello,
 Will you notice me?


VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y


The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

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Saturday, December 13, 2008
11:34 PM

The sin faces I've seen.


The combination of all the emotions mixed up after reading Nat's blog. Though,the jealousy,the pain,the hatred,the ones I use to be closed with. There,posted in his blog. The feeling of jealousy is just higher than anything else. I totally realise who I am among all the ones Nat use to love. Even though I'm misjudging myself,but then I feel greatful though to have such a wonderful person as someone I treasure dearly in my heart.

It was hard,fucking hard,at first. The term patience and self control is all curled up in my heart and mind. Having to save this relationship isn't as easy to save your withered flowers. You can buy a new flower,with your money. But the love,you can't buy it. You have to earn it. Which then it takes alot of your stupid life.

Though I do have the concious mind that I'm still young and do need to enjoy this teenage life,but this will be the biggest memories that will never be forgotten.

Once bitten twice shy. Many know our past. How we broke up and patch up. Yes. Its a dilemma. I'm still afraid it would happen again,for now. I admit,I'm still having this childish mindset. Even though I get the clear understanding,I'm just stubborn in a way. Can't help it. And I do know,nothing last forever.

Yet. I miss those faces that use to share my love. The first who taught me relationship matters. The ones,I call fucking bastard. The people,I hurt their precious heart. Though I'm dreadly sorry,but it has happen and its all behind us. Childish is the name for me.

But then again,thanks to Hadi. The very first person I know in the HBT. If I don't know him,I won't even recognise the faces of HBT people. Where I'm quite close with. Hang with,smoke with,joke with and in love with. Ahahah!

Again,Nat is my biggest challenge in my teenage life. His the one who make me open up my eyes wide to the whole world.

I love you my dearest one. Thanks again for all the things you've done. Be it bad and good. And take note ehk,oits not over keh? We are still blloming the love rose. Mepek!

Sorry ehk emo sebentar. Just craps here. :]

+ Never ending mind. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

One Last Goodbye - Anathema