> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Tuesday, December 2, 2008~~

11:39 PM

Fuck parents.

I swearly hate my little brother. Fucking pampered! I'm their sister and yup,told my mum I smoke. I beat them up,for a reason. Now what? In revenge that my parents would fucking slap me and punch me at the face again,infront of them? Why can't I have a brother who is loving and always listen to their sister. When they are sick,or hurt or when they want something,I sacrifice my savings to get it for them. I pick them up from school even though I'm just plain lazy. I care for them even though I wish not to bother. I hate my dad who always side them. My mum,love to talk big. When they scold my mum back,she just say 'kurang ajar ehk kau'. Wtf?? If me,I was chase with a broom and was hit at my leg. I don't understand why Ummairah would dote so much on her little brother. Oh I forgot. She's fucking lucky. I just feel like killing them. But the feeling of sympathy for them is there. I just can't do it. Such luck. I wish I could just have a simple,lovely and just understanding family. Oh fantasy...

So today,I lied to my parents that I work today. But then,I went to Pasir Ris park with my TAUFIK. We play Black Jack and Tai Ti with a dumb deal. Then played guitar by the water breaker. I love him..

If only I could throw this heart away
And be tamed by the devils
How I wish the love would stay
And kill those little evils.

Trying to savour the times I spent
With the one I call my dear ones
Lovely letters,messages I've sent
All shattered to tears,oh what have I done.

+ Little evil playing their game. +

.I Wrote This Shit.