Fuck is the word for people who worsen my day.


Got a last minute cancel that tomorrow I don't have to work. What the fuck ah?!?!!! Thanks ah. Ok fine. I apologise to Hadi that I asked for a change. I did text you 3 fucking times. I didn't want to call due to want to save my prepaid. Now this. Its not a great thing not going to work. I wanted to go out tomorrow. I can't go for my religious class as I had a taste of alcohol,which isn't great at all. But the Breezer really taste good though. I really hope anyone would ask me out tomorrow for lunch or something sia! Just fucked!

Mum keeps nagging that I have to quit when I started school. This time,real big fuck! I've told her earlier I would want to continue working 'till next year and she even agrees on it. Now this?! She keep saying I have to focus more on my studies now. Its like,whatever la.. I know what I should do ok? Fuck la.. I told her the reason I want to continue working. And she said she can get for me free drinks and food there. But then what,less pocket money la! Apa lagi! Puki mak kau la sial! She doesn't even bother to think that I'm growing and obviously I'm a girl who loves to shop. I don't even have the taste of year end sale. Why? Mum keeping bragging about not having enough cash. Yet have the cheek to borrow money from a big company. Its not a small sum. Its $4,000. See that 3 zero there? Its thousands ok? More than what my dad earns. And the money,not for our used. Its for my aunt. She need to pay the outstanding bills and such. Too me,fuck off. If she have money to buy ciggies,alcohol and branded clothes,then why not for the bills? Eventually she could just save up right?

Not my day. I bet tomorrow will not be my day again! If that happens,don't expect me to give face to my younger siblings ah. Just fucked!

+ I feel like killing everyone who make me cry! +