> My unseen sins

~~Monday, October 13, 2008~~

10:41 PM

The pain I gain. Yet,victory is mine!

Estimating the days he let go of me,1 month 3 days'. Its a miracle,I must say. I don't really hope for his comeback. Oh well.. It seems that many have known about me and Nat getting back together. It surprise me to know that,I actually won his heart. I never did knew I won back then.

And yeah.. For that one month impluse,I have hurt many guys. Rejection and all. I can't help it back then. Nat keeps lingering in my mind. Even though I tried to forget him,the love for him stained,as told before. Friends' making me smile and laugh. But this superman,stop me from hoping so much for his comeback and all. And I did stop hoping. But I just missed Nat. His a special guy,I must say. And I spent quite a few times with this superman of mine to calm myself down. His my coach for certain subject too. -klau kau bace,takya bangga ehk kambing!

I treat my superman as my best friend. And my dear Nat,don't worry. I won't fall for him. You stained my heart,my damn boyfriend.

That's all about me and Nat and my one month impulse?.

+ I love you,Taufik/Nat. +

Raya outing for 403 on 15/10.

Dudes and dudettes. I have call a few of you. I have yet to think of the first house,the meet point. The time,I shall fix it at 11am. That's the best time anyway. I can't get through Faeeze,Fauzie and Faiz. Three 'F'. Okie. If any of you three is reading this,can you like text me or something? I wish to go raya outing with you all. May be the last together. You may never know,and I have no idea what happens after N'level results.

I will text you,those who received my call earlier,tomorrow evening. I shall confirm with you again about the time. The meet point,I need to make calls again tomorrow noon. Any problems,text me or just call me. And for Samir,you're missing out. -i'm goin to miss you,idiot!

+ Can't wait for the outing! +

.I Wrote This Shit.