> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

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~~Thursday, October 2, 2008~~

8:34 PM

And I'm being dumb. The dumb Khai is back.

I'm sick. Vomitted more than 3 times. Sneezed countless of times. I'm freezing,even without any wind blowing at my dry skin. I'm wearing the Muse sweater. I'm hugging kitty. But I'm lacking of this warmness. The touch of this someone. That always keep me warm in his arm. I really miss that touch. I'm missing so much. Miss sick. I'm sick. Sick of this feeling.

I tried. I don't show. What beneath my laughter,nobody knows. What beneath this sleepy eyes,nobody cares. My birthday is in few days' time. My hopes and dreams have yet to come true. But I know,it will never come true. Its gone. Leaving this space with just plain happiness.

I never thought I could be this way. I'm being dumb. Dumb as ever. I'm bored. I'm tired. Call me dumb. Call me stupid. I'm Khai.

+ I tried to look normal. I miss you. +

.I Wrote This Shit.