> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Tuesday, October 28, 2008~~

12:07 AM

And I just feel I'm better off dead.

After all the life I have gone through.. I have sacrificing my wants and needs just to make the other party happy.. And so I thought for change,the happiness for my own wants and needs. But in the end,everything went so wrong.

Despite the things that I'm aiming for,I can't get it. I guess I was born to make satisfy others,make them happy and close an eye for my own wants,needs. Eventhough a few may say I'm too young to venture this kind of life. But this is my story line. Its not that I'm unhappy. But my smile,is meant for their happiness.

The one I call my ecstasy,many thanks for waking me up. I'm not meant to be fucking pampered. I was born to make others smile. And my smile,only god knows what I'm goin through. I take all the blame. I take all the pain. Don't worry. No one will get the blame. I swallow for you. And yea.. No one knows how deeply I love him. Despite being dumb,I still want to save this relationship. Despite all the tears,I believe,I can have my happiness when I've done making them happy. Happy happy happy..

My heart stays
My brain ventures
My heart says
Let's not ask

+ God,I'm sorry.. Its unfair. +

.I Wrote This Shit.