> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Wednesday, September 3, 2008~~

9:12 PM

Panicked every morning. It wasn't a dream..

Social studies was a disaster! Neither of the topic that I revised came out but else the topics I took lighly came out. Shit! I'm going to fail! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

There he stood infront of me with his fierce smile.. Holding me in his arm.. So warm and cuddly.. I don't know what I'm thinking. I use to say this to him that whenever I miss him,I would look at the sky and imagine that his here by my side. But everytime I do that,I tend to get so emotional. Don't think letting go is easy. Its painful and its cracking your brain.

Pictures meant a thousand words. I have lots in my wallet,my handphone,my photo album,my mind. Whats more? How am I suppose to ignore when... I don't know what else to say. His at the other side of the gate now. And I'm still stuck.

Do you know? Do you know what I'm thinking? Do you know?

I swear I miss you,my dearest love.. Nat.

+You blew off the candles that brigthens my way..+

.I Wrote This Shit.