> My unseen sins

~~Saturday, July 26, 2008~~

4:24 PM

Don't lie,don't lie to me...

I've updated my Friendster and now my blog. My Friendster has become dusty so I freshen up with 3 new pictures and new friends was made.

I'm just lazy to update. Yesterday was a disaster as I fell while running along the level 4 corridor. My motive was to hide from Mai but I fell. What a shame!

I got a bad temper this few days'. I tend to go berserk at things that irks me. Even over a small thing. I got lots in mind. But it seems that I can't let it out. Geeshh... My body is aching.

Went jogging this morning with Faeza and Kak Nor. Had fun with them. And I was invited to watch NDP preview with my cousin! They got extra tix so I'm tagging along! I want to watch the fireworks. And all those 'bahan' that my boyfy said will be dancing at the field/stage/open space.

Oh my blog iis picture-less. Must take more pictures and show it up here! Just to make my blog more happening.

+My dear friend,I really miss you...+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Monday, July 21, 2008~~

2:38 PM

Roses. Red or white?

Happy one year anniversary to Mully and Maziana!!! Happy belated one year anniversary to Atikah and Apul!!! Hope you couples have a everlasting love!!!

My one year anniversary has past and I gave a big board with our pictures. Happy but only for a moment. Even though I'm looking forward about the one year anniversary,it doesn't really blooms that day. Oh well.. That day has blew off already..

School was ok but taday was sort of much more happening! I as having fun playing the percussion at SAC and join the activities at field. The best was playing the percussion. The music makes me alive!! I love music!!!

Now,I'm at Faeza's crib doing some shits around. My laptop was again attack by virus again and it irks me alot! And and and... My hp was confiscated by that dumb VP!!! Fuck larh!!!

+Your words,my heart+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Saturday, July 5, 2008~~

7:33 PM

You're a jerk in my eye. You're not a friend of mine.

Your words,it hurts. You're criticising me. You may think that you're right but you're a jerk in people's eye. Can't you live your own life and stop bothering about people's shit? Takleh nmpk org senang pe? Fuck. I've been bottling this feeling since the first time you criticise me. I feel like slapping you,kill you. If you say that playing for other group is wrong,its just a game. I was so-called kick out from the game just because of your fucking mouth. If you think I'm afraid of you,fuck off. Once my heart can't take it,your down. So what you're big? You're just fat. And those who listen to you,what a pity. Dumbass.

Looking forward for it but I lose my smile.

A year is reaching and yeah,I don't wish to feel. I have my reasons but its untold. Not every single thing I can let out. I really need a listening ear. Not someone to hear me out. Someone who can understand. Anyone??

Things gone far beyond control. I'm losing my grip. I just make my stand and I'm falling again. Like bf said,its the life cycle. We have to accept life no matter what.

sTatement : hear me scream,T for??

.I Wrote This Shit.