> My unseen sins

~~Monday, May 26, 2008~~

9:49 AM

Matters of the heart...

I can't stand it anymore. How can he stop me from being with nat? So what if nat treats me bad or fooling me around. This relatinship is just between me and him. Its time to call for help to straighten my dad's mindset. No more kampung style. Its time for him to understand my wants and needs. Bleargghhhh...

Being jealous,wrong. Too cared.wrong. Giving it a 160%.even wrong. How am I suppose to take back that 90%? Dumb as ever. Maybe you need a new dish. Let the old dish rot.

+Time to Come+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Wednesday, May 21, 2008~~

10:20 PM

Fuck reality.. Hello fantasy..

Lipstick jungle. Tomorrow,will be the last day we are going to see each other. The last day that he will be teaching us Physics till ever. The last day that we will be hearing his sacarstic jokes. From 2007-2008,our teacher,that taught us alot. Giving us confident and self-believe. We band 3 students,thanked you with much appreciation. Till then,Mr Tsia.

A farwell card to be given to him tomorrow. With the help from Faeza,Khaleeda,Ummairah,Baobao & I,too. Its a sad thing that there will be a new teacher taking over his place. He was the best. Even though at times his jokes is sick. Well,memories that's left to be reminiscing after time.

Few more weeks and we're reaching 1yr'. No doubts but fear. Trust but afraid. Can't deny but its the facts. Crush,admirer. Oh no. Jealousy,again & again. The love is too whole heartedly. If we last forever,I'm glad. But if fate wants the opposite,I guess its fuck reality.

My dreams are sick for the past 3 days'. Total sick-ness. Can't spell it out for you 'cause I find it scary and weird. Geish...

+If only fantasy is reality+
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.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Thursday, May 15, 2008~~

10:02 PM

Great!

Fuck!! Totally fuck!! Great's the word. Pissed with school,home and now this!! Ehk I know larh I'm fucking dumb and slow. Your problems,are mine too. I can see and hear something bothers you but you don't wish to tell. Then aku nie sape kat kau?!?!?!? What sia. *i tk penah tuduh u curang 100%!!!

I listen even though I talk much
I care even though I'm dumb
Its dripping and you keep silent

+ Just hell out of with it +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Monday, May 12, 2008~~

11:06 PM

Bring me a cup of love...

I actually saw a turtle dancing inside his mouth! Hehehe...

Yesterday,we went out to watch Ayat-ayat Cinta and had a joyous moment. I enjoy that day. Today,there's no school. So I ended waking up early morning and sent him to the busstop. Sleepy at that time but sacrifice my sleep for him. *takpe.. to show that i appreciate after what he had done to me..*

There's school tomorrow and I swear I'm lazy! Exams over and no lessons. But I want to see my results. And I'm finally finishing my N'level art!!!

Trapped in a cage with chains around me
The key is yet to be found and free me
Respect? Afraid?
They're humans too and has gone through my shoe
Old timers...

+Signs of love+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, May 9, 2008~~

11:19 PM

Okie. There's a gig next week and I'm helping out spreading this around. The tickets are selling at $12. Interested,tell me and I give the person number. To those who knew Ahmad Sallimi,his performing. So,yeah. Support him if you want. And get the tickets from him too. All the best Liberations!

Chasing stars.

It has been 10 months and still counting. Exams are over but not yet the end!! Prelims are in months time. Its getting nearer. *adrenaline rises!!*

I miss going out with the Blue Ladies but it seems that they don't want me to tag along with them when they are out. Oh well. Nevermind. I want to watch "Congkak" with dear!!! Can you make my dear love,Nat?? *akward*

The charm of rose
The innocence of muguet
The purity of amber
Blended together in a simple lovely bouquet

+In every second,my heart beats your name+

.I Wrote This Shit.