> My unseen sins

~~Sunday, April 27, 2008~~

7:45 PM

Life of the shitbaggsss.

I'm satisfied with my art N'level preparations. Happy!!! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! June holidays is near and I have plan to meet my old collegues! Miss my darling Fatin Izzaty. And for mat drugger,siti maner??? Hahaha!! Can't wait to meet them.

My life,my tragedy
The way I see things
Its beautiful to me

The propaganda I received
Their innocent belie a wicked nature within
Stupefied by the words given

Hidden biodata
Afraid to be ensnare
Find the truth beneath the charisma of my kind.

+Judgement at first impression+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Saturday, April 26, 2008~~

2:55 PM

Killing time with time...

Bored as usual. But I plan not to go out today and stay home doing my art preparations and do some revision for my upcoming exam. I failed for my Chemistry badly and Physics too. Maths,improving. Oh ya. Bala,you win the bet,hope not! I lose another bet to a friend of mine and yeah good bye to a pack of ciggies. What a waste! That's suppose to be mine seyy!!

His busy with school and friends' and have less time for me. Oh well.. A new experience for this year. First time in a long term relationship is quite hard. Its now easy to handle,I must say. Especially when your love ones and your parents started to demand such things that I feared most. How can I overcome my fear when I was given a short time? Oh gosh..

Schools are as usual. Nothing much happen. No fights no bitching. Cool.. Love it much!

Things are going chaos
Everyone is watching us fight
What you care most
Is your reputation to be right

Fuck you for mistreating me
Love you for the sweet memories

But somehow I want more
Don't you get that phrase?
The fucking pain is killing me
The fucking rumours is hurting me

Shut the fuck up will you strangers??
Unhappy? Jealous?
Come straight to my face
My life,my world
Don't mess with me

+Back to my own pace+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Thursday, April 17, 2008~~

9:16 PM

Letting it go and ignoring it.

Its been long since I last updated and yea I knew I've been repeating the same sentence everytime I didn't update for a lond week. If I ask him to update for me,he nag. Supposingly girls would nag more than guys but now its the opposite. Studies that I've been ignoring now worries me. And thanks to certain friends that help me out.

Nowadays,after school would kill me as his schooling and Dil,Hyder and other common people are busy with speech day. Which than leaving me alone. Hope by next week when speech day has ended,those friend will hang out with me and slack and talk craps. Naushad is my new buddy now. That crappy guy.

Oh yea. My parents and my aunty is opening a flea market at Tampines MRT railway which is opposite TM,walking striaght passes by Old Chang Kee and Sweetalk there. Do come and take a look ya? Hope I would update regularly. Chinchalosss!!!!

+The World is Dying...Slowlyyy...+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Tuesday, April 1, 2008~~

7:50 PM

Pain beyong control. I'm dying inside.

Let me tell you a story about a girl who lived her life for her love one. Indeed,she's attached to a hot guy. Charming and had everything the girl want. Their share their love for months and months,reaching to a year and another. The girl frequently used the comp to browse for new friends and check for emails.

Let me tell you the other side of the girls inner pain. She had been waiting and patiently love the guy she's with. Other people might think she is suffering. But to her its just a challenge in relationship. But the guy,doesn't seem to think of her much. He flirts behind her. But she doesn't know until she actually thought of browsing through the guys profiles like those Friendster,Facebook and such. Indeed,the guys Friendster profile don't really have girls commenting each other,flirting in other ways.

She eventually check the other website and indeed. There are girls his flirting with. A status as swinger. The girl eventually burst to tears. She trusted the guy so much. She didn't even think negatively. She's helpless. Why do the guy do this to her? Eventhough its his freedom,doesn't he have the heart? If he wanted to be a swinger,next time don't ever be in a relationship. Its hurts. It really hurts. And she's dying inside.

+It just hurt.+

.I Wrote This Shit.