> My unseen sins

~~Wednesday, January 30, 2008~~

10:57 PM

and i'm fucking pissed off. bored bored bored bored bored bored bored........

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9:35 PM

I'm going insane..

Firstly,I'm irritated by my mum for not giving me money to top up my card.
Secondly,my backbone is aching and no one wants to give me a massage.
And lastly,I haven't done my History essay and so gonna get it from Ms Santha.

I want to buy more ciggies but I left with no cash. Grrrr... Its getting on my nerve sia. And and and.. I miss my dear.

+ Time is killing me. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, January 25, 2008~~

8:44 PM

The heart. The mind.

I'm feeling lethargic right now. I tried to do some push ups and skipping to keep me awake and energetic but there's an elephant sitting on my eye lid. Nyahnyahnyah..

Met him awhile after school and hand around at 'cage' with Dil. And behind us was Huda,Erma and Hazirah. About them,I just dislike their behaviour. The way they look at people and giving salutation. Oh if you want me to be more friendly towards you,then find a way. When there's a way,there's a will. No one is forcing. (klau tak nak sudah. sama2 tk rugi..)

To this friend of mine,don't cry cry okie?? You have done your best. Atleast,you have undergo all kind challenges in this stupid life. Not just yours but almost everyone. Just carry on with what you have now and take care of yourself. (eventhough we aren't close we are still friends..)

And to my dearest love,don't give up yet. I will give you my support to your decision. As long as you don't do anything harm to yourself. I syg u tau tau tau.. Jgn nk mcm2 dgn i ehk.. Hehehe.. Love you Taufik/Nat.

+ Fate can sometimes be so hurtful. +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Thursday, January 24, 2008~~

6:37 AM

Waiting for your call..

Its early in the morning and I'm updating this blog post. Soon I'm off to school with Faeza. His asleep and waiting for his big result. Maybe he doesn't find it big to me it is. O'level result sia.. Excited yet nervous for him. Bleargh..

Okie. Firstly,I haven't done my MT homework yet. Oh I just hate MT summary. Ass. And today's first two period is Physic. Gosh. I kinda love Physic. Hehehe..

This few days' I have been home late. But the great thing is that my parents has understand me better and nag lesser than ever. As long as I know my limits,I'm fine. But going home late night is too much. So step by step than.

Okie. I have to logged off for now. I'm off to school already. If I have more,I will update this evening than.

+ Zimmy Lad's +

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Tuesday, January 22, 2008~~

8:14 PM

Sun rise. Sun set.
Once upon the sun...

Did vocal pratice at school. Oh I'm starting to have sore throats now. Better be careful in maintaining my voice pitch and what I drink and eat. For the moment,no chocolates and soft drinks. (mcm nk nyanyi untuk satu dunia plakk. hehehe..)

Early morning met my love. He sent me to school. Aww.. (sanggup bangun pagi nk antar nye psl..) Thanks for all the troubles dear love. Can't wait to see your result this coming Thursday.

Shah cicak,your so cute that I feel like punching you at the face. Hehehe.. Sorry. I know its harsh but can't help it. I enjoy the morning hours at school with my dearest friend,Faeza. Miss the time we are always together. But now,the relationship is quite loose. So,too bad then.

Oh oh oh!!! 'Kpak Bing Bing' is starting real soon! And oh.. I got piles of homework to be done by tonight. Shuckssss!!

+ Dying Roses +

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~~Monday, January 21, 2008~~

4:35 PM

Times flew ever so fast. Thus,my due date of life is ever so near.

6 months has past and we are near to our 7 months. You taught me lot. Now,I wish to stick by your side everytime. Akward among friends but have to try to get along with them. Parents are much understandable now so I'm much relax now. Studies are pressurizing me but I'm catching with it slowly.

I'm so taking part in EVI. Audition is starting next week but haven't really practice. Shoots! Kind of bored now. Boyfy went out to meet Din. Friends all tired. Homework,quite a pile.

Okie. Too much typing. Ehk do tag more ya friends. Starting from now,I will be more rajin to switch on this bloody laptop. Leave you link if you want me to link you tau tau tau.

+ Bloody Sins +

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