Alright. This few days,I've been thinking how life would be if I were to retain sec3 once again. But Dil give me a piece of news that cools me down. I've been promoted to sec4!!! Ok. I'm not confirm arh.
Oh nevermind. Raya was ok,I must say. Kinda lazy to go to people house. With those clothes I have to wear. Its like a must arh. Money isn't a big thing for me. But then,org dah hulurkan duit amek jek arh. Ahahahaha! But then I have collected around $50 dollars. I spent the other $30-$40 on some stuff.
And I'm aiming for high cut black converse shoe,black skinny jeans, more band t-shirts,some accessories,more belts and books to read. I'm searching for some simple jobs. Atleast a job that is beneficial. Any vacancy?? Any recommends??
And I have change my hp number. Do ask. I don't have that lot of amount for my prepaid to announce it to all my friends. Quite a long list tau tau tau.
Tuesday jalan raya ehk kawan-kawan ku yg tersayang?? Confirm with me by tomorrow tau tau tau..
Oh I need a tutor for Maths and Chemistry. Ok. Maybe for Chemistry I can ask Mr Peh to have an extra class for me. And for History,I want Ms Santha to teach that subjects.
Till then I'm Vadiella loving Dumb'fuck as always. Wishing all the student who is sitting for their O'level soon the very best and good luck. Study hard.
+Vadiella state her claims,mood senget.+
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Friday, October 19, 2007
1:32 AM
Oh ya.
I miss joking around with tasLAME!!!!
Ehehe.. I'm sincere aytes? And to my dearest love, don't be jealous. You are always loved by me no matter what.
+Vadiella Final Say For Tonight+
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12:36 AM
Its gone!! Hell damn itt!
Guess what's gone? My sim card! My number doesn't exist anymore. So,if any of you tried to call or sms,then too bad I can't receive. Wait for atleast tomorrow. I'm buying a new one. Haishh.. I don't want a new number. I want my old number back. And mum said I have to change a new phone. Stupid phone! 'Cause of the phone I lost track of the keypad and mix up the pin code.
And my result is such a dismay. I passed.. Ok. I failed alot. I mean its enough for me to retain. Wow. Never dream of that. I'm hoping on my attitude in school now. Well,atleast I can see that I changed alot though. I rarely sleep in class again. Only for Maths lesson. Maybe its due to air-con that makes me feel comfortable and sleep. I didn't even focused much for History too. I mess in that alot. I score 2 out of all for that paper. How was it? Nice number aye? Stupid dumb ass me!!
Ok. Hope for the best. But the funny thing is,I don't feel the fear. The feeling that I'm going to retain. Oh I really hope this won't happen. Pray for me my dearest friend. Anyway,to my dearest love,Taufik,study hard and get well soon. Listen to my demand if you want to get well faster. Ehehehe.. ily,taufik.
+Vadiella State Her Demand+
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
11:38 PM
In matter of times,the holy month is ending real soon.
One day left to fast and that's the end of this Ramadhan. Damn, time flies really fast. And my body is aching. I have to do house chores,exercise just to burn my fats and later morning,I have to help with my uncle and pasar geylang. Tiring seyy. But the thing that is really killing me is my fats. It seems that the lesser I eat,the more fats I earn. Its like wtf?? I really need more ciggies so I don't have to eat much and more smoking. Don't care if it kills my lungs. I will die too even if I don't smoke. So.. More ciggies than food! But I'm so chasing for ice cream at Breeks Cafe. But,but.. If I eat that stuff,I'm so not eating any heavy meals for atleast 3 days. So.. If any chance I eat those stuff,I can only have wholemeal bread for breakfast and a cup of milk for those 3 days. Anything wrong my dear love??
And so,yesterday I learn to make ketupat. Seriously it is so complicated. It's killing me seyy. Slowly I follow my father's instruction. And atlast, I made a perfect ketupat. Ahahaha!
Ok I want to dance off my flabs now. Lalalalala...
+Listen to what I preech+
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Monday, October 8, 2007
9:12 PM
Doubting your love before. Can you assure me?
Weird title ehk? Well,I want to thanks Ummairah and Yun Yuan for the gift. Appreciate it alot darling. And I apologise for not giving you anything Yun Yuan. Haven't been receiving any money from parents this few weeks. Well,Happy 15th BirthDay dearest Yun Yuan.
I'm done with end of year paper today. And overall,the paper's are average. But the most subject that kills my brain was Chesmistry and of course Maths. Damn. The last paper was History,followed by Art. I didn't study much for History thus I write nonsense,which I knew it has nothing to do with the question it asked for. And for Art,I wasn't in the mood for drawing of all the sudden and my final piece was a disastrous. Stick man,ciggies,gambling, all those things that has to do with underground stuff. The teacher was staring at my piece and laugh. I laughed too. Damn. Stupid darn shit.
Done with exam. And soon,the fasting month. 4 more days and we can enjoy the daylight with ciggies and such. And speaking of ciggies,it has been almost a week I last smoke. Like I said before,parents didn't give me any money. No money,no ciggies. Sad demon seyy. Appetite grew a little bigger due to this. Ashraf was true though. If a smoker tries to quit or didn't smoke for almost a week,their appetite will eventually grew. So,I'm so going to take 5 bucks from my mum's wallet tomorrow.
Oh yeah. Dear,thanks for the story of yours ehk. It somehow reminds me of the past which was a big blow for me and thus I can't stop crying. Even though your past has a bigger impact than mine,I roughly knew how painful it was. The part where you lose you love one,is the same as how I lose mine. If you don't know,I have doubts in our relationship for the first few weeks. Well,you loved her so much. And I kept thinking why I have to be in your life when you aren't assure in what you are doing. Oh well,I don't wish to fight over this anymore. Never did I expect I can be so patient on you for this 3 months, or more. And honestly,I never doubt in loving you. Let's cherish the times' we had now. We can never know when all of this will end. Good luck for your O'level dear.
+Ending this post with tears+
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Saturday, October 6, 2007
11:39 PM
Love is Cinta??
Watch that drama yesterday with Faeza and Aishah. Rating from 1-10,I'll give it a 5. Well,the show make me laugh and cry at certain parts. But seriously,the show is so damn dramatic and isn't logical to the real life.
Ok forget about that. Its my 3rd anniversary with him today. And the next will be my 15th birthday. I want to eat those ice cream at Breeks Cafe larh! Siapa baik sangat nak blanja?? Ehehehe.. Shameless me! Oh well. It has been two times I ask my dad for an acoustik guitar for a birthday present but there's no answer from him. He ignores my wants. Well.. I shall buy my own then.
I'm searching for a job to occupy my holidays. Atleast,to earn some money. With my earnings,I can buy those stuff I want without asking my parents money. And I promise to those that I will blanja them makan. Ehehehe.. Still holding on to those promises ayes?
Till then. I want to chat with my dearest one. Of course my one and only love,Taufik!
+Vadiella stated her claims+
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Thursday, October 4, 2007
11:02 PM
Such a dissapointment.
Mum has been pestering me to study almost every hour when she is home. She's making my brain want to explode. She thinks my brain is made of a computer or any other kind of technology that never gets tired and study at all times. Whenever I want to study at night,she would eventually nag about the few lights I'm using and been saying "Nanti bill lambong kau bayar. klau tak kau jgn makan. aku warn kau ehk." Musibat! You're getting off my patient limits and making me to have more sins! Jerk!
Exams. Darn. Maths and Chemistry is really killing me! If only I could shoot my head off. Bang! There goes Vadiella. Headless lady. Next test,Physic. Been memorising those formulaes and definitions. Upcoming week exams, History followed by Art. Got all 5 chapters that needed to go through for History and thus I haven't complete my Art preperation. I shall continue with the Art preperation tomorrow with him then. I'm so miss hugging him. My cute little boyfriend! Darn he!
Till then I'm off to study followed by DreamLand!
+.Vadiella said her piece.+
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Monday, October 1, 2007
7:09 PM
Abhor my blogskin?
Anyone recognise it before in my past blog?? Well,I'm bored with my previous blogskin. It's like so boring and has been seeing the pictures,colours and blablabla. Oh I almost forgot. Those who want to trash about this thing,fucked it aytes? No more nonsense. My brain has had enough.
Today's paper wasn't that bad. But paper 2 is wrecking my brain,worsened it. Best combination-chest pain,brain wrecking and stomach pain. Its so un-describeable. Next test,MT and Maths. And to those upper sec who is going to leave the school very soon,don't say a word like "when you end school arh?". Irritating tau tau tau..
And.. My mood isn't stable. Laugh alone,talk alone. When someone is mad,I cry. Crazy dumb bitch. Ass. I want to meet larh. Fucking demon.
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12:25 AM
+Project Dumb'fuck+
In this ramadhan month,things has been stepping on your head. A test towards your patient. I can't assure if you can handle all these challenge but I can assure you that I will always be there to help you,to understand and to listen to whatever problems you are going through. Even though I have my own pace,it dosen't mean that I can't help you out to all the possibilities. Sometimes,I can roughly feel the emotion that you are going through. Darn. The feeling so speechless and un-describeable.
You know,I'm deeply in love with you. You are the special person in life. Of course,definitely you would say only for the time being. No one can predict life. No one can see the future in life. And of course,no one can hear one heart. To adults,they may say monkey love. May be true. May be not. God's prediction. Only one heart knows the answer.
Well,I really hope that you would stay calm and be patient towards all these challenge in life. And I shall be there when needed. But,I apologise once again that my time is not managable due to curfews and rarely meet up with you. This shall be it then.
