> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

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~~Tuesday, September 18, 2007~~

8:15 PM

Its crushing me down..

My mind is disturbed. I can't sleep well anymore. I don't understand
why I have to bring up this matter. (pause,before i continue i need a
piece of tissue paper.)

After yesterday incident,I felt so scared deep inside. To me,its like deja vu.
Its the same thing happen to me and Sallimi before. After I tell him how I feel,
he didn't pick up my calls and.. Its over. If only I could go back to yesterday,
I would never want to bring the matter up. (bukan niat aku untuk menyakiti
hati mu..)

School,makes me feel down further. We talked about the friendship we used
to have last year,as in,with the boys'. We use to be so close. We share secrets
and jokes. You used to help us when ever we have problems'. You gave us
the name Blue Ladies. But eventually,you forgotten us completely. Seldom you
talked to us and joke around. I,us,remembered so clear how wonderful it was
last year. I know,maybe we are in different class now. But does it have to affect
our friendship?

Gosh.. What had happen? The fear,the pain. Damn,its crushing me. I don't want
this to end. Nor my relationship. I need him,I love him. Only him. But why this
has to happen? Now,our friendship is drifting far apart. What would you say?
Blame us for not hanging around with you guys after school? (sobsob)

Till then. I missed you guys,and forgive me my love.

.I Wrote This Shit.