> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Saturday, August 25, 2007~~

12:33 PM

Pulling myself together. Reflecting on my ownself.

Crying is useless,Khai. You have to be strong if you want this situation get much
better. I know nothing can always be perfect like you always want,Khai. But you have to
learn to be more independant and to think more wisely. Those fear makes you scared
and have always hold you back. Not only you actually gone through those pain,but
so does he,and the others' out there. Let the past be the past. Make the future much
more better. You don't have to be physically strong but emotional strong. You can't
hide from getting to be shouted or scold when its actually your fault. Like people said,
learn from your mistake. Don't do the same mistake again if you know what will happen
next.

And again,I'm reflecting on my ownself. I know I loved him,yet I'm scared. Scared if the past
would eventually repeat. To think again,the past won't repeat if we realise our mistake and
we make the future much more better. Fights,we all can't avoid from fighting. It always
happen to all family,friends' and even relationship. Even after marriaged. It normal,nothing
different.

I'm asking my free time tomorrow to meet him and to talk through things.
I may not understand what you are going through but I will try to make things better for you.
Spit out everything you have in mind and heart.
Cry your' heart out as I'm going to be there to wipe your' tears away..

And like they say,if your' first you don't succeed,you can dust it off and try again.
If you fall back,stand up once again to achieve what you want.

.I Wrote This Shit.