Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y


The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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Thursday, August 23, 2007
6:31 PM

Messed up.





I have always messed things up. Mostly,family and relationship. My conflicts between
my parents has yet to be settle,but I know they will never understand my situation.
My conflict with Nat,just a sudden. And I know its my fault. You were in no mood,so do
I. You got lots of things in mind,so do I. You never gave me any problems,but I did. I'm sorry
for my mistake. I'm just too sick of hearing the other girls' name. And I burst out everything
from my mind and heart.



I'm too weak to pull myself together. I cried alot today. Aji shouted at me,and I cried softly
inside. Mum blamed me for not helping her with the chores. But I totally forgot about the
chores as I was busy studying.



It seems that everything I do is a mistake. But I know,loving him isn't a mistake. My heart cries for his name. His the only person I'm thinking now. I just love him so dearly..




My cheeks are wet with my tears now. And the only for me to calm down is cry. If only
he is beside me right now,I would want to hug him tight and wish that I wouldn't let
him go..

.I Wrote This Shit.

One Last Goodbye - Anathema