Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?


VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y


The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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Thursday, July 26, 2007
6:33 PM

Finally,I'm updating my blog once again. I'm just lazy to switch on
my laptop. It has been 10 days since the last post I posted. Alot of
things actually happen. But the conflicts among my dad has always
been disturbing my mind. I can't sleep well these few days. I'm so fucked
up sitting at home listening to his stupid squabbling. Fucked does nonsense dad!


And I'm still thinking on how to make it up to him. Its hard for me to spent
time with as my father will go round the Tampines area to look for me
like a mad old man like last year. When will I ever have my own freedom?
When will I ever direct my own life? I have my own dreams and goals.
You can't force me to do something when I don't like too ok dad? When
will you ever listen to me? Or even understand how I feel.


School was fine today. Chemistry is such a disastrous! I don't even understand
what the question wants. Physics was neutral. I forgot the methad on
work done and such. And Faeza,don't ever show anyone the picture you
took of me ok! So stupid tauu..


Tomorrow will be the tiring day for me. NCC training. Bleargghhhh..
Next week,my schedule is almost full. I have to do my detention for not
going to my Art Course on Wednesday and I have Maths DT the next and
Art Course again on Wed and NCC training and a wedding ceremony
on weekends. Ehk when can I have my rest?? Bleargghhh..


Once again I'm writing nonsense
Next after next there's problems
When will this ever end?
When will I have a tranquil life with a happy relationships and family?


Till then.

.I Wrote This Shit.

One Last Goodbye - Anathema