> My unseen sins

~~Thursday, June 28, 2007~~

6:57 PM

What a hot weather. Sweating like shit sia!
I can't stand the sun. Heishh.. Giving me headaches. My keep
asking me to do chores at home. Teacher's giving lots and lots
of homework. Can't sleep peacefully at home. What fuck sia!
Morning was fine. I met him. He always brighten my
day. My friends always make me laugh. I just love
them! My friends and him.

And today's assembly was not bad. All three different
traditional dance. And tomorrow will be the end of school week.
Not end larh. And I have plan for my Saturdays'. And I'm so lazy
to have my CIP on Sunday at Zouk clubbing. Have to run. What the
fuck! I hate running.

Ending here. Have nothing much to say. And to those who ask
me to link you up,you have to wait. I'm so the lazy to change. But I will
link larh. Till then.

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Saturday, June 23, 2007~~

11:41 PM

Thanks for the gift my dearest _____.
Appreciate these gift of yours. How am I suppose
to repay you?? Hmm..

And yeah. School will be re-open in two days'
time. I can't wait to meet my friends. I miss disturbing those
people in my class and I miss being a crazy lady
in class during lesson. I'm thinking if whether to bring books for
the first day of school re-open. I guess,NOT. Huahuahuahua..
Lazinessssss.........

Loving this one guy named _______. Oppssss.
I can't tell his name. For now jekk arh.
For those who know than that's your problem arh. I don't
even care about rumours anymore. My sins are already full.
Bla bla bla..

And I'm hoping that my plan this Saturday with my
cousin will be on. I missed playing those pool game.

For now I end here. Hoping another day for
me would come. Die sooner less sinner. Get it?
Nevermind. Crappish.

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, June 22, 2007~~

3:10 AM

This is a gift from me to u.

enjoy what ur seeing now as it may not last forever.
but from now till ever, will u treasure ur life?
from ever till now, i admit im fragile.

till then, this is a gift.

Love: ______

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, June 15, 2007~~

10:56 PM

I miss joking around with my dearest friend.
Faeza,Shah,Khaleeda and Ummairah.
I have yet to teach Lyza how to play billiard,pool for instance.
My betting with Muffy is still not over.
My holidays rating was bored and tiring.
Working and studying. Chores and such.
Less time for friends and loved ones. More to boredom at home
and games.
My plan with my friends always ruined by my
parents.
I have yet to repay my OLD friend for the
free ciggys everytime I went to Bukit Panjang to work.
Nothing much to say.
Goodnight then.

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Wednesday, June 6, 2007~~

9:03 PM

I have affected your relationship
Between you and your friends
I'm afraid if I'm with you
Your friends would leave you

I don't want to hear rumours about you
Being a jerk to leave your friends and to be with me
And rumours of me being so cruel
Even though I don't even care for I'm used to hear people bitch about me

If you were to choose me among your friends
Think again,'cause your friends are always there for you
And if you were to choose your friends among me
I would pray for you happiness and wishing you the best

Think again,dear
Think throughly
For you are the one who make choices
For your heart and mind makes the thinking

May I be dissappointed for now
But I know this pain wouldn't last
I've been through alot
Those pain that kills my heart

I'm used to leave in this dreadful world
For my life is always useless
I always hope on my family and friends
Always trusted them

You know I love you
I really do
But friends are always right
Listen to them

I don't wish to hurt you
Nor to dissapoint you
We could just be friends
I would appreciate that too

+mysickstoryendshere+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Sunday, June 3, 2007~~

9:06 PM

Nothing much happen for today. But one special thing happen.
I met him. No one knows about him except Faeza.

We talked and smoked.
We laugh and joked around.
A new memories has begun.
Something sweet happen.
A kiss on my hand.
For what I never expected.
I never wished to have someone new in life.
For I have had enough of everything.
I throw away the black past of mine.
For its full of hatred and heart breaking.
I never dream for someone new.
'Cause I know it will just repeat once again.
Days has past.
Many hours has left.
Your sweet voice and messages make me smile.
Times and times again.
For now my happiness begun.
With that someone I love.
I don't care about what others think.
For this is my decision.

And again I smoked. Thought of quitting but I can't
helped by looking. Those sticks is calling me.
Hahah. Its time for me to stop typing. Till my next chapter.

+thereistoodsilently+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, June 1, 2007~~

8:19 PM

Hopefully my laptop won't give me problems anymore. Its hard for me to update my blog if this carry on. Bleargh... And so,today I have a Chemistry class with Ms Ng. So me,Faeza,Maziana,Ashraf and Samir meet up at MRT Simei but eventually Ashrap was late and we 4 went to search for the condo first. We were lost at first and even went to a different condo. And so I have to ask for directions. But before that,there's something stupid happen but I'm lazy to type. Nyahahahaha! After the class,we went to eat at Cavana at Pasir Ris White Sand. After eating all that,I bought for mum food and meet her at her workplace nearby. But before leaving my friends,I asked Samir for ciggerettes. Wo0oohoOooOoO! Miss my 2nd husband. I know its mepekk. Hurhur. Boredness now. Nothing to do. And I have yet to change my background picture. Many of my friends has been giving me feedbacks about the background. Sorry people. Hurhur. I will change it now. Don't worry. Ok. I'll end here.

+thoseROSES+

.I Wrote This Shit.