> My unseen sins

~~Tuesday, May 29, 2007~~

12:33 PM

Happy BirthDay Faeza!!!

Hello blog reader's! Its been days I didn't update. My laptop is giving me problem. Sorry to you all and especially Faeza! And also thanks cause you actually lend me you computer for now to update my blog.

And yeah. Many things happen during these few days. I failed all my subjects and only pass Art. And my mum has to come down to meet either the Principal or V.Principal. What a shame!! I really need to buck up during these holidays. Can enjoy much. And ya,Lyza,the game is still on no matter what. Haish..

Wishing Faeza and ++++++ a happy one year anniversary on 2nd June. Even though you're not with him now but me and Shah will always be there for you. I love you so much darls!! Having boyfriend or not having boyfriend is no big deal. Just need someone you trust and that's all you need. What for in having relationships that is always hurting you times and times again.

And so. One of my trusted friend,which is among the Blue Ladies,has betrayed me and Faeza. I don't know why she is doing this to us. I don't get it why guys always chasing for her when she dosen't have that respect and honesty. She told us she want a friend that can always be with her but not with this attitude of hers. This world is making me sick.

Too much to say. Short of time. I have to go home now as I'm at Faeza's cribs the whole morning as my English Oral Exam has been posponed due to Ms Jeniffer Chus is on MC. That's all for now.

+thoseROSES+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Monday, May 14, 2007~~

7:05 PM

Its Lyza's and Ashaidil's BirthDay and the next day would be Nadia Aarina's BirthDay. This month is full of people's birthday. I've to wait for the next 5 months to my birthday. And yeah,on the 16 of May this month is the one year anniversary of me and Sallimi. *sobsob*
It has been 6 months since he left me but he is just too precious to be forgotten. To me larh,his the best boyfriend I could have. Well,I actually did move on. And I even try to find another boyfriend to actually forget him. And so. Change alot. Haha! Ok larh. Not much. I tried to be with a BUTCH,someone and someone. Hehehe.. I even had a scandal when I'm with that BUTCH. Haha.. But then kann.. I find that BUTCH is much far wayy better than guys. No offence ya. But too bad larh I asked for a break up 'cause it looked so disgusting arh. Haha! Merepekk tauu aku nie..
But then,among all the guys I've been with. The one I loved most is Sallimi and my very last ex. After the break up at 30/03,I've stop searching for guys. Nyahahahahaha! So over with relationships. Can be wonderful at times but mostly give a pain at the heart. Blearghh..
Let's just carry on with life and put that past behind. You may see the one you love very much with someone else. You may get jealous. You even wish it was you in that picture. Like me. I even wish I could turn back time and fix that fucking time. Haish..

Oh ya. Biler aku nak gi East Coast. Haiyoo..

Till then..

+thoseROSES+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Friday, May 11, 2007~~

9:23 PM

Mother's Day is in the air. The childrens bought cakes,flowers,clothes and many wonderful things for their mum's. For me,I bake an instant cake for my mum. Chocolate fudge cake. It doesn't look nice but it taste great. And so,I ended my day with my one and only x-box. Haha.
Its just so bored nowdays. Very bored. Life without relationship can be bored sia. 'Cause no phone calls. Hahaha. But my friends can atleast hang out with me. Only in the afternoon. At night,sit at home. And I would just happily sms Zahran. I wish he could call me so I can actually save my prepaid card. Nyahahaha. And yeah. Exam's are finally over. But yet has to face the music. Results. I know. I did badly this time. Yada2.. Blablabla.. So,maybe I'm not going to school this coming week. Lazy. Rather sit down and play game. Huahuahua. Maybe I'm not going to update oftenly. And I'm waiting for the cheerleading practise and of course the pool game with Muffy and Lyza. Let's end here.

+thoseROSES+

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Thursday, May 3, 2007~~

8:24 PM

This are just pictures of me and my friends. Some pictures were ugly.
Don't comment. Its just randoms.
And I know nothing in this world is perfect.
Ok. Merepekk-ness!

...memories that's left...

...shah,eza,khai...

.I Wrote This Shit.

~~Tuesday, May 1, 2007~~

9:53 PM

sometimes,i wonder.why life is so damn complicated when it comes to relationship.having relationship will hurt me.having to reject guys will make me guilty.these guys making my life worst.except for Zahran and Sahar.for some reasons they aren't the nuisance.haish..stop making me cry again.i told you all.i can never forget those memories.and nothing can make me happy again.only friends and him.i tried to move on.but somehow it stopped me from moving on.i guess,this topic should just be told at my another blog.

hmm..and so.today,me,Shah and Faeza went to Changi Airport to study.its a wonderful day.we took pictures and all.studied Maths.still i can't understand.hurhur.laughter is in the air while studying.too much jokes to tell.just love them.and girls,i'm waiting for more pictures.this is what i have in my phone.send me those pictures by tomorrow night okey?and here goes the pictures..

i look fat though..

my hair sucks big time people..

let's end it with a word that goes with my mood,crazy. =p

+thoseROSES+

.I Wrote This Shit.