> My unseen sins

~~Monday, April 16, 2007~~

8:29 PM

Atlast,

my handphone was given back

last Friday. A smile of happiness that I actually

had my handphone back for more

than month I can say. I don't care about what

my parents say when they came down to school.

Scold me. I have my phone back. I don't care.

After those conversation with Ms Santha,I switch that sweet thing

in my hand. Macam aper gitu kan.

But who cares. This handphone is the only thing that can

actually accompany me when I'm bored.

But,after those smiling,a frown on my

face suddenly appeared.

A picture actually appeared. A picture that was actully

set as wallpaper in my phone.

There lies a guy I actually love. With his sweet smile.

I held back my tears. I don't want

to show my friends that I'm weak to actually cry for a guy.

Seriusly,I don't want to bring up the past.

He,whom I actually been missing,has found another girl.

Hmm..

6 messages was received from the past few weeks.

Missed smsing Zahran. A friend for more than a year and yet haven't

know his face.

Alot of messages I haven't deleted. Most of his messages

I kept. This messages and those roses with

that little bear are just left with memories. I can't bear to actually throw that

away.

Trying to be strong all times. I can't spare another tears.

And I read this one sms. Its about the star and about never to leave me.

Haish.. You said that star can never fade. A symbol of our love.

That star isn't fading. But..

I can't say anything now. I just have to wait for the time

to actually cure my pain in this heart.

And to this someone else,I'm sorry I can't accept you this time.

I had enough of everything dearest. Thanks for

actually love me. Appreciate it. But I don't need it from you.

You can say you aren't the typical guy like those creep out there

but hey,ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS ok??

Hmm.. Day by day,this blog

is becoming suckish. No more interesting things to

write. My life is so boring.

I had enough with smoking. Can't stand with this sickness

of mine. Its painful when you actually cough then vomit blood.

Giving away that pack.

Oh ya. Lyza,ignore that creep larh. He is

so ego. He dosen't respect you. He even hurt you.

Freak larh tu Ayie. Dah larh gemuk mcm babi. Step maner pe

gangster. Stakat badan besar jekk.

He isn't for you larh Lyz. Akm is far more better than Ayie.

Serius sia. Even though Akm has those tattoos and piercing,atleast

he have that heart. Don't cry no more ok Lyz?? Atleast you have

Faeza and me. =)

Till here I stop typing.

+thoseROSES+

.I Wrote This Shit.