> My unseen sins

~~Saturday, April 7, 2007~~

8:12 PM

Okey. Today was like

a fucking day for me. My plan is ruined sia.

'Cause of my damn father,I can't go out.

Irritating tauu. I thought of going to Penin' to have a look at those

guitars. But.. Ergghh!

Hmm.. Yesterday was public holidays.

So me and my family went to have a picnic. Thought of going East Coast

but the parking lot was full. So,in the end,we

went to Pasir Ris park.

Didn't eat much. I just hate food. So,I played soccer with my cousin

and dad.

Hmm.. I want to thanks Lyza,Faeza and Ayie

for always making me smile even though my heart is still struggling to

forget him. And I don't look at other guys. Even though

they are hot. Haha. Oh ya.

To Ayie and the band-mates,thanks for trying to buy

me a guitar.

And also to you Lyz. But heyy,when I work

and get my pay,I will treat you tauu. And I will also treat my class mate

and those loved ones.

I can't actually stop smoking sia. Kiwak.

Sakit jantung aku.

Ehk,I noticed,I've been speaking vulgarities now.

Haiyoo.

Oh ya. To my dearest friend,

my dearest classmate,who always give me a stick

of ciggerettes. Who isn't selfish,who always have those sweet smile.

Who have that stupid jokes to make others laugh,

who have that talent to make noise

on the table and who always make trouble around Tampines.

I'm glad to know you,to be friends and to have meet such wonderful person

like you. Those 2 yrs and 4 months we've been friends,

and now you have to leave the world.

I wonder,why you have to leave the world before me.

As you know,I wish I could die sooner. I don't want to see those faces of

the ones I love.

But,I guess,there's a reason to all of this.

To you my dearest friend,Punithan,

may you rest in peace.

And there goes the one I always love as a friend.

Now,I want to do some poems at my second blog.

Take care to all loved ones.

mySICKstory.

.I Wrote This Shit.