> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

The glorious;

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~~Friday, March 2, 2007~~

11:39 PM

Well,I'm not in the

mood right now. I'm feeling a little

vexed. Everyday,the "war" in my house will

never end. Been ignoring that the

whole time. My mum just

don't understand what I feel right now. My mind is

full of thoughts.No one could

just understand how I feel. I feel

like giving up but when I think of it again,I

still have my friends and Nash. They just give me hope. But

sometimes,I still don't understand why

I still need to hurt them.

I never make things right. This is the reason why

I'm scared to face life. Especially

the future. I pray the whole night to hope that

nothing would seperate me and Nash. Nothing could seperate my

friendship between Eza,Eda and Mai.

These people are the only person

I could trust and share my problems. The past??

I've thrown that away since he came.

Now,the only thing for me

to do is to be patient and always forgive and forget.

No more revenged. Even

though some fuckers try to challenged me.

If you say I'm coward,then suit yourself.

I won't care a little if you said

that. What I care is that my relationships between

my friends and him. Family?? I dont know larh. I feel left out when

I'm with them.

Oh God,oh God!

Why am I feeling so scared right now??

Oh plezz. Don't let anything happen among me and him.

I've lost once and I don't want

to lose it again. Haish..

cheers.(i guess) =/

.I Wrote This Shit.