> My unseen sins

~~Tuesday, March 13, 2007~~

4:06 PM

Stupid bitch!

Supposingly I will have my handphone

by today. But that darn teacher

is not present in school. Idiot larh! Seriously

today wasn't my day.

Then,my friends and I have planned to have a picnic today but

my parents,especially dad,don't allow.

Now,I was left out. Haish..

Have fun girls..

Now,I've got nothing

to do at home. My mum always ask me to

do the stupid housework. Haish..

So bored..

Oh yeah. I read my sister journal. She wrote

about me. Well,in the book,she wrote that I and mum

always quarrel. I never listen to mum. She said she is sad to see me

like this. Then she even wrote about

me smoking. Haish.. I just can't stop smoking.

And at home,I feel left out. Mum always said negative things

about me. I'm sick in living in this

house. I feel like running away. But when I think about it again,

my little brother and sister needs me.

Don't care

about what my parents think of me and my friends.

I know what I'm doing.

Smoking? Maybe I will try quitting. It will take days

to do that. No ciggerettes,I can't breathe properly.

So addicted.

So,maybe I would change

to a better person for the sake of my

younger siblings. They are like hoping for a better sister.

Since I'm the eldest among them,then I would show them the right way

to live. Heck care to mum and dad.

Say whatever. I want my younger ones

to have a bringht future. If I can't enjoy my teenage life,

maybe,I don't care much. But then I want the 4 little rascal to have the

wonderful times of teenage. Even though they have long way to go,

but they are easily to be influence at these age.

Let's strive for the best! Weeeee!

cheers everyone.=D

.I Wrote This Shit.