> My unseen sins

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

VadiellaY

-Vadiella-

Fuck it!Y

The SacrilegiousY

My Star.

Star Fruit.
Beng Sticko.
Hady Molly.

Faeza Darling.
Khaleeda Sweetie.
Ummairah Sweetheart.

Lyza Chip'munk.
Weeeee Kiong.
Shahmir SSS
aYEEN Hearts <333
aYEEN Hearts <333

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~~Friday, March 23, 2007~~

7:33 PM

Well,there's alot

of thing in my mind now. I'm not feeling

well now. A fever hit me. Feel nauseous everytime I see food.

My appettite has gone.

No handphone. Got counselling from school.

I feel confused. With the way he act upon me. Feel like nothing

already. But then I still trust him though.

Family becoming more shit. It feel's

that home isn't heaven to me but hell. I feel like I don't

have any parents even though I have.

My life feel so lonely now. All of the sudden. I'm sick.

So sick. I'm weak. So weak.

I feel that no one cares for me. It feels that everyone

is just using me.

My brain is exploding.

I'm trying to be patient. I feel like standing at the corner of

the highest building where no one cares

and just fly down.

But its no use.

Mum always blame on me for almost everything.

I don't care.

Let she say what she want.

I know. I'm just a useless piece of shit. A bitch.

No ciggerettes for almost 3 days already. So stress. Feeling

like slitting but no. For the sake of him.

Well,I'm having this feeling in my heart that I don't want him to know.

But who am I suppose to let it go?

I'm stress. I need a pack. But where?

Haish..

I'm being so emo right now. But what can I do?

Tears are rolling down my cheek.

I want a hug. I want someone to protect me. I want someone to

just be by my side. So alone now.

So broken up inside.

No mood. Haish..

I'm just one confused kid. I know.

cheers.=(

.I Wrote This Shit.