> My unseen sins

~~Thursday, February 22, 2007~~

6:36 PM

It has been days

since I last updated my blog. My

tagboard is full of

nonsense. Well,its my thought of thinking about Inna

that way what. I didn't even

call her names. What shit you people

giving me?? You talk about me but

then I don't care a

little. You people think you yourself

is great issit?? Oh stupid

humans. Or shall I call nameless humans??

I don't need

any sympathy from anyone

nor back ups. I know what I'm doing.

And its my life anyway.

I have enough things to cope on. I need to

win back my parents trust

and to reach my goals

and dreams. Now,people can't easily

access my blog 'cause I've change the link and only certain

people have it. Well,from the date of 31/12/06,I've thought

of starting a new chapter in

life. But no one was there to support me.

My friends?? They each have

their problems.

Since the date of 18/11/06,I've

lost half of myself. He which is Sallimi,left me. I was so lost. I have nowhere

to go. I felt so alone. The darkness

accompanied me. My used to be "best friend"

which is Hadi,was always

making me smile. And I didn't expect me and

him could be in a

relationship. I knew,me and him are just

fated to be friends. Not more than that. But now,when

he is hurt,we are like enemies. Haish. Let's not

speak about the past.

And for now,I really hope

me and Nash would last 'till the end. I don't want to

end half way through like

me and Sallimi. I'm really dissapointed

in that. My friends??

I hope they can be there for me

and share our problems

together. And I really hope that those people

who has my link to this blog

wouldn't link me or give to any

idiots out there. I gave you 'cause I trust you.

Actually,I wanted to tell what had

happen the past 5 days. Haha. But since there's always people ending

up in my way.

Okie then. I want to write poetry in my another

blog then. Toodlez. Love you

my precious people.

cheers. =)

.I Wrote This Shit.